Angel

Words from an Angel

"For me, i still find empathy for e worst jerks cos my belief is everyone ultimately wants to be happy, but they may not know how to pursue it. Without this, i wont be able to do my work as counselor"

[true compassion lies within]

Inspired

Always remember those few whose action and ways inspired me.

Zul -
Fighting so hard for every ball on the bball court. Showed me that heart counts most in life. (you may not see this, but dude u make the most impact, till this day, making the darren that never gives up)

Dana-
Showed me how a kind and benelovant soul can survive and still exhist in this society. As if angels do exhist within us.

Vivian-
Being so wild, and a strong hold of support to those around you. Showed how being yourself is so impt.

Joel-
Being the buddy battles together with me during our growing days. Showing what a lion heart is. And to always be confident of ourselves.

Shirl-
Showed me that telephathy exhist. Cos its call a link unwavered through so much obstacle. Teaching that Understanding and companying are the ways to touch hearts.

Yelay-
Inspired the goodness, to treat people well, and control our temperament. Something that till now are traits i carry.

Jolene-
Showed me what love and relationship is. Living it is always different from knowing. Telling me true love exhist when two hearts link.

Huili-
Showed what a difficult but short-lived relationship is truely felt. That treasuring or lil and short lives, is more important than to stepping into eternal nothingness with ignorant.

And all the frenz & teachers who gave me energy whenever, you gave those encouragements and 'thank you'.

From this point, moving onto one few destination, with that final someth/someone. =) thanks

The Search

Choosing the path to help.
Has never been one with many benefit.
But it has been one where i learnt the most about
Love.
People's Behaviour.
"Evil".
Failures.
Suffering.
God.
And of course myself.

It was in Sec 2, that i made the decision, to not only care about my own success, but take responsibility about others life. And make life better for others.
It has been long 4 years in this journey.
Humanitarian-ing. Fighting. Competing. Surviving. Serving. Helping.

People say teenage-hood is one we solidify our identity. I say its true.
After searching so long for who i truly am. I have to decide on the "darren" that truely stands.
That who stands for love, pride, will, hard work, heart and soul.
That who helps humanitarianly to the good of everyone involve at his best.
That who never gives up in his endeavours and journey till death.
These requires a higher wisdom and motivation, to our daily desires.
One that i am now in search of.
GOD? TEACHER? PARENT? BRO? SIS? FREN? PHILOSOPHY?
Something or someone i could proudly say, im inspired and driven by.

Quote from MT

"Do not wait for leaders; do it alone, person to person."

-Mother Teresa

A happy life

What really defies happy for us?

I've got a chance to see people live the smallest house in the world, yet felt greater joy than the ones living in luxurious big houses. Their view is that, a smaller space, allow them to focus on wad they really want in life. quite a view eh. Something i suppose we all ought to learn.

I remember a story i read in an article. where mother teresa, a greater human spirit, whose love walks through all lives of human souls. She once met a poor soul, who is on the verge of death, at the side of a road, he has no money, no power, no one to love. And when Mother Teresa and her fellow nuns spoke to him in the cold night before his death, he did not regret and feel angry at all the pain he has to go through, instead he cherished the moments, and thanked god for the life he has. Even feeling loved, that at the last moment of his life, he still had angels from heaven at his company.

When this story rings through, one questions arise, "why do we still drown in our sorrows and negativeness like its a nightmare, a absolute evil? Is death, failure, emotional(or emo as ppl like to claimed) and all that is deemed negative"

Many of the drives and motivation in my life are born out of 'evil'. 'Evil' like, relationships, failures, breakups, deaths, hurt, pain. So wish people around me could understand, and grow their on drives and motivation from their own darkness.

If a dying soul can draw love in 'absolute' nothingness. What are we then?

Happy life is define by ourselves. Not by what we possess.

*These are thoughts(level) for this moment. As we grow level changes. =)